Okay, so maybe I am freaking out a bit. I think I'm kind of freaking out because nothing really feels different. I haven't really had any symptoms (other than the headache, missed period, brown spotting, and hormonal breakdown last week), and I can't feel anything inside of me. Is it like this for everyone? I have almost wrapped my mind around the idea of it, but it's just so hard to swallow. Without feeling some sort of real difference, it's hard to imagine that so much is happening, or has happened, or will be happening. But honestly, I am starting to freak out. I've been all day long on the WebMD forums, reading other people's experiences and trying to equate them with mine, but I can't. I think the bottom line is that every pregnancy is unique to every person, so it's hard to compare them. I just want everything to be okay. I've never felt like this before, I mean, so freaked out about how healthy I am. I keep reading about all the things I should and shouldn't eat, all the exercises I can and can't do, all the daily things I should avoid. I'm just so obsessed with keeping this baby safe and sound, and delivering a healthy baby, I think that should at least be worth something.
I really do love you, my little bean.
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