There are things I don't understand....

Yeah, like that should come as a big surprise. I know. But right now I'm dealing with extreme levels of frustration due to the fact that it is appearing impossible to get pregnant. So this is what I don't understand: how is it that irresponsible teenagers are popping out babies left and right and I, a responsible and mature adult who is more than ready to start her family, cannot seem to get pregnant? I mean, sure, we have only really been trying for three (maybe four) months, but really. What is so difficult? I read this article on WebMD.com about trying to get pregnant, and it said that many women are surprised that when they decide that they are ready to have children, it takes them quite a while to get pregnant. I laughed at that about two and a half months ago, because I thought that was ridiculous. But now....now...I am surprised. I guess that's the whole irony of it. I always think I understand everything better than everyone else, when the reality is that I don't. Still, what got this whole thing started was that lovely mobile that I bought from Ikea about six months ago. I thought H would be appalled by it, but the truth is that when he saw it, he said: "whenever you're ready"...I mean, that was music to my ears, because I think I've been ready now for years. At least. But now, that damn mobile is swinging around in my closet and every day that I get dressed, I stare at it in complete distress. Maybe I should just take it down.....but then I'll feel like I'm giving up hope. Besides, I need some excitement, and the excitement that I get just from seeing that mobile. Well, it can't even be described.